Thursday, July 31, 2008
I like seeing the animals, who made the best pie and grew the biggest cucumber. there is something very nostalgic about the fair. the sounds of kids screaming on the rides, carnies hawking their games and the farm animal sound mix coming from the 4H tent send me back to a childhood of carefree fun.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I love this book by simon doonan. it is hilarious, cheeky and really offers some great life advice. the gist is to discover where you are within three main categories of unique style: the gypsy, the existentialist or the socialite. and then embrace everything about it, fearlessly showing the world that real glamour is about being who you are. mr. doonan really is an expert on what constitutes real style and is so very tired (as I am and I'm sure you are) of the ubiquitous fake boobs-tan-teeth-hair definition of beautiful. he encourages to be yourself, only bolder. and different in a world of sameness.
after some soul-searching, I am proud to declare that I am an isadora gypsy/rive gauche existentialist. I think. I just know what I like and want to express, but it was challenging to define it (simon's descriptions provide guidance). it helps to find a few style icons to look up to. here are mine:
shopping today with these parameters in mind.
have you read the book? if so, what is your style? if not, who are your style icons?
Monday, July 28, 2008
as I start my second week away from work, I continue to have mixed feelings. mon dieu, I'm so freakin' complex!
let me explain that a two-week vacation is not handed out easily in my field. you pretty much have to receive a fully purchased, non-refundable, non-transferable two week surprise vacation to croatia to score 14-days. I guess I've paid my dues. either that or they became concerned that I was going to start showing up wearing a flaming red tutu with a sex pistols tee and speaking less-than-perfect french liberally sprinkled with f-bombs. so, I really need to be doing some serious disengagement, relaxing and recharging to make it worthwhile come next monday morn.
so, here's where the question comes in. does bored = relaxed? because I'm bored. grateful, but bored. and I can't figure out if it's an adrenaline addiction or because I really and truly love what I do.
here's how bored I am: yesterday, I perused the internet a few precious hours for the perfect recipe for homemade english mead. I had this entire plan (in my own head of course!) for my mead-making enterprise which included hand-painted labels (lady lisa's libations? no?) on blown-glass corked bottles (blown and corked by me, of course), which I would happily cart (in a wooden cart, pulled by a white goat, adorned with bells and flowers) to renaissance faires throughout the land. it was all so good-queen-elizabeth, until I learned that the whole mead-making process can be a bit complex. complex really ruined my fantasy. and I haven't been to a ren faire since I dated a sca guy in my 20's. suddenly, the red tutu and sex pistols tee seems so normal.
there you have it.
merry-making of a different sort: I've just been given my very first official photography and graphic design assignment. I am to design three posters and the season brochure for ken's theatre department. yes, it's nepotism. and yes, it's for free. but still merry, no?
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I never tire of my sunday morning routine. as the sun rises through the trees, I browse the newspaper and sip my coffee. a nearby church rings its bells. sunday mornings bring endings (the weekend) and beginnings (a new week). in this transitional space, I resolve to carry with me the freedom of the weekend into my work week. I do not always succeed at this, but the commitment is absolute and pure as I sit here.
I think about the day ahead and what it might bring: banana pancakes, yoga, a bike ride, grilling, cleaning, a spontaneous journey with my camera, season two of mad men and the next food network star finale.
sunday is a good day.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
what colors are you currently loving? mine are here.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
the words on the page begin to blur in the darkness. I set the book down and just sit and listen and sip. there are still a few fireflies about. after a while, I gather my things and return to the house. to real life. a real life with room for indulgence.
not this year. he was cast in two productions as part of the blue ridge theatre festival. for weeks, he has been gone to seemingly endless rehearsals and now performances. while I love that this is his thing and I support him wholeheartedly, I can't help but feel a bit neglected. it's hard for me to smile and be enthusiastic while he relays stories of the stage. he is so thrilled by her and so devoted. he will never tire of this mistress.
last night, I watched his performance in the bluest water and my heart swelled with pride and love. to see this man I love transform into another person and tell a story so sad and so deep makes it all worth it.
(photo courtesy of news & advance)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
gorgeous, gorgeous queen anne's lace lined every route.
sunsets on the blue ridge mountains are breathtaking.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
taking a different route on the walking mall, I happened upon this lovely, lovely jewel of a shop. Oh Suzannah is in the process of moving to another location and I can't wait to visit when they're all set up. it is truly the perfect collection of offbeat, colorful, fun, spirited goodies. there was not one item in this store that I would not purchase with delight. I have no doubt this one will be a regular stop for me.
thank you charlottesville, for being such an awesome neighbor!
Friday, July 18, 2008
as of this evening, I am off work for two (count 'em TWO) glorious weeks. there are no long trips planned, no preparing for out-of-town visitors. just time. time to regroup. I have a list of mostly fun, simple and restorative things I want to do. normally, I would free myself from obligations on a staycation. not this time. organization, discipline and movement are key to move me to a brighter existence.
day one/saturday: a short drive to charlottesville for a NIA class and the beautiful farmers market.
what would you do with two indulgent, yet focused, weeks to regroup and recharge?
Thursday, July 17, 2008
I love bright ceramic pots with candy-colored blooms.
the bird bell was a gift from my friend krista (it has three sisters). this one hangs in the butterfly japanese maple. she sings a tiny "tink-tink" in the summer breeze.
I planted the trumpet vine in 2002. it has made its way up and over the arbor, mingling with the honeysuckle and jasmine, but this is its very first bloom.
I love candlelight and fairy lights on summer nights. there are so many fireflies, it looks like we strung the fairy lights in the forest too.
thanks for visiting. hope to show you more next month as projects are completed.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
over 140 young artists are spending a good amount of their summer vacation working on a huge art project just down from my office. the CityArts project is sponsored by amazement square, a wonderful children's museum on the riverfront in lynchburg. when completed, the mosaic will cover 4800 square feet, making it the largest outdoor art project in virginia. the mosaic tells the history of lynchburg along the james river, from pre-civilization and the monacan indians to the industrial revolution and modern day. the first phase was completed last summer. the young volunteers shown above are busy working on phase two.
it will take several years to complete the mosaic. you can give your support to the project and young artists by purchasing a tile (or two or three or ten) through the "buy a tile - build a dream" effort. I'm walking my donation down this week. see amazement square's website to see how you can participate too.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
there is an absence of drama. it is a hot, muggy day and most people are indoors.
it is silent and kind of lonely.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
luca really does have a heart of gold. he is loyal like only a wft can be; just like his wft predecessor milo. he displays such tender affection most of the time. he finds balance in his role as the canine leader.
I am partial to luca because of his bossiness; it's a quality we share. what I'm learning is that while natural bossiness can be somewhat endearing when you are a petulant child or regularly mix it up with doses of humor, it becomes so much less adorable when you are the actual boss.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I also did a sketch of some of my fellow meeting participants, which was actually pretty good. however, I am unable to post it here due to the childish speech bubbles I added. the a.d.d. kicked in and I was like a 12-year old boy.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
escaping from their flimsy envelope, all across the wood floor they flew, creating a happenstance mise en scene reminiscent of the milky way. carefully, I collected each one on the tip of a finger, blowing gently to release any dust that may have hitched a ride. I found them more secure shelter in this wee jar that previously housed a candle. they are waiting and wishing to become something else, something more, something beautiful, something loved.
the blue one wants to be first.
Monday, July 7, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I did today. in a desperate attempt to hang on to my weekend peaceful disposition, I grabbed my camera and a sandwich made with leftover grilled vegetables and headed for the cemetery. yes, the cemetery. and yes, I had a picnic here. right here, by the meditation pond. all by myself. one of the beautiful things about this historic cemetery is that the most recent burial was about 100 years ago. the grounds are amazing and, unlike a park, there are very few people about. those who are here wander around in hushed appreciation of nature and contemplation. or, they are dead.
do you see fancy ms. dragonfly? in contrast to the human visitors at the pond, she was so fast and so busy. it took about 200 shots to capture her. she is so very french with her black and white stripes.
this cemetery, it is different. there is a swing. a wooden swing hanging from a very old, very tall oak tree. because it hangs from such a high branch, you can fly very high on this swing. each pass rises and falls in a long, slow motion that is different from your everyday playground swing. it induces a feeling not unlike vertigo, but pleasant.
it's hard to take a photo while holding on and laughing like a dork on the swing by myself.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
another reason for my easy eagerness is that it's the beginning of july, which to me is like a second-chance new year's resolution time (being the start of the fiscal year and all). in true lisa fashion, I can't even remember what all my january resolutions were. I am certain they included some sort of healthy-fitnessy-organicy proclamation (and I would grade myself a C+ in that area so far). I do recall that I included something environmental in there...giving up plastic grocery bags. here, I get an A+. I love my trader joes shopping bags and use them diligently. recently, I've also committed to not driving my car on sundays. we'll see how that goes.
creative exploration was part of the 2008 self-improvement package as well. so far, I started this blog, which I LOVE doing (and I love connecting with all of you!) and picked up my new camera and started capturing my world through the lens. photoshop is my new bff. now I want to get some real artistic instruction via a class or workshop. I want to figure out a way to arrange my life and work so that I can attend squam in september. are any of you planning on or thinking of going?
I'm curious what you have in mind for your july new year re-do resolution...
Friday, July 4, 2008
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
strong observation skills serve me well in my work as a child abuse investigator. through careful questioning, listening and visual observation, I see the big picture about a child's situation. I examine and draw conclusions about things ranging from physical conditions (such as distinguishing accidental from abusive injuries) to less concrete emotional indicators (a child's tentative words or fearful gestures). I often see and hear things that most people don't want to think about.
on the positive side (and there really is a positive side to my work) my observation skills help me work with families to identify and define things that are working well in their lives and how to use those strengths to work toward a safe and healthy family. a family's history is interesting to me and I'm curious about how they live their lives and why they make the decisions they do. I truly love looking for creative solutions that help children.
(see the alternative, not-so-serious version here. I was really having fun with the looking glass! this girl loves a prop.)