halcyon. the word is minimally used i think because it defines a deep, but at the the same time light, sense of happy calm that is rarely achieved. open, clear, ready, harmonious. these feelings are filling up my space, seeping into defended confused areas like a silver liquid stain. fortifying and nurturing, soaking and opening seeds that were planted days, months, years ago.
it is good. and i'll take it for as long as it's here.