a jolt of something is in order to push me out of this post-california funk i've found myself in. do you get that persistent blah feeling when you return to real life after a vacation/event/milestone? part of me is tempted to mill around in the fog a bit to see if i can determine the secret formula for getting my real life closer to the life that thrills and inspires me. the lines are open friends....any and all advice happily accepted.